A few months ago I wrote about my troubles: job sucked, I wanted to live on my own, I kept getting parking tickets, I continued to be alone. Read my blogs from a few months ago and you'd have thought I was half-suicidal - I wasn't. But I was pretty down. I lacked energy. I lacked the motivation to try and improve. I even put so much pressure on my friends that I felt like I smothered them.
My job still sucks. I still live at home. I am still single. I don't get any parking tickets anymore, but I keep running into things - walls mostly.
But I feel better. I'm really learning to count my blessings. I just received a letter from my insurance company, which informed me that my car insurance would be $40 less per month. That's like $480 in a year. That's an XBox 360 and a game. Then my credit rating has increased so much since I actually started paying attention to it. It's at a 649. One more point and I think I'll actually have "good" credit. This is after years of being unable to procure even a crappy, high-interest card.
Then there are my friends. I have a good number of them. You know who you are... They are almost always there when and where I need them. Thanks be to God.
I'm working on not relying on those blessings though. I shouldn't expect my friends to be there ALL the time. I shouldn't expect them to call me right after I call them. I shouldn't expect them to say "yes" every time I ask them to hang out. I also shouldn't expect my job to be perfect all the time. This is something I'm working on...
Anyway, just wanted to post this in the New Year to tell y'all to count your blessings and to never give up. WITH EFFORT things usually get better.
Hello world!
1 year ago